Pray, tell, ask (On getting the love (you think) you deserve)
I am an extremely curious person; some might even call me nosy. As a result, I do a good job at gathering information when I am determined to. Call it what you want, I think it is only putting two and two together with the resources that have been made available to one (of course, without actually actively invading people's privacy). I believe, depending on your perspective, you might even look at me as somewhat resourceful. If only I had more, oh the things I could do. The things I would do. The things that only hurt me when I do. The things I really should stop doing. Let me explain. These last few months have been some of my darkest days. I lost someone I considered one of my best friends in the world. This person, for whom I could metaphorically have gone to war, had looked me in the eyes, and chosen someone else without blinking. My goodness, what that can do to a person. The after-math of this got extremely dirty, especially on my end. Things got ugly, and bitter words were ...